I've Graduated!!! (officially)

Hey you guys!! Guess what! SPM is SO over for me! I Love the smell of freedom! Don't you? Well I have LOADS of plans and stuffs to do like :

• Cleaning up all the unwanted books and papers in my room.
• Put up a small shelf in my room.
• Clean my whole room!
• Finish all my drawing and paintings that I have left all alone.
  
• Get my driving licence!
• ect. etc. ...

So yeah those are just the basic things or should I say the top things I have to do on my list. Gosh. I can't believe it's really over. My whole 15 years of schooling has ended. No more uniforms, heavy bags to carry, no more homework, no high school drama!! D= But I have to say, my life has just begun. School life is suppose to be enjoyable and fun! Now, I have stepped into the REAL WORLD where anything and everything could happen! So you guys who are still in pre-school, junior high, middle school and high school, you guys play hard and also of course study even harder! Take it from me, you won't have time to regret. Time and tide waits for no men!

On the other side of my life, I am SO ready to take on the world. Whoops! Better not speak so soon! But I do admit I have enough confidence to take it on. Isn't it good? Hmm... Well, still have loads ahead of me and I have loads of planning to do!

My uncle asked me if I know the definition of life. Well, I have a lot of ideas of life but I'll get back to him on that question. (=

Now to talk about the National Service // Khidmat Negara. Sadly, I did not get choosen. I really wanted to go! For those who have gotten choosen, consider yourself luck to have been given a chance to experience the whole thing for 3 months! Don't worry you'll be fine! Trust me, the first day will be a little scary but once you get to know people form other states in Malaysia, you wouldn't wanna leave! That's what my brother, Shaun, told me. Oh speaking of my brother, he has his own blog now, www.nocolours-nolife.blogsopt.com. Please do go check it out. (= Okay back to where we were, from what I know, the first batch leaves on the 3rd of January 2010. (My Birthday!!!) Best wishes in advance from me! My brother was in the first batch (yeah he got choosen) and it's like he never left! Seriously, he came back for holidays and with just a blink of an eye, he was back home already! So, for you guys who got the first batch, LUCKY YOU! (;

I don't really know about the second batch though. Will let you know if I do!

Speaking of which, I need to go shopping!! It's been sooooooooo long since I've gone to shopping malls! Geez, I don't even know what's going on! Hmm...hopefully they have sales by now. I'm very sure they do. (= Need to call my girlfriends asap!

Well, I guess that's it. So far. (;

LittleMissSunshine
xoxo!

I know you're doing well where you are
I just wanna remind you that all of us here are missing you
But don't worry
We're all doing well.
I miss you.
And so does the rest.

I've Learned That...

Hey guys! I found something really interesting on the net and I want to share it with you guys. xD

I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.

I've learned that no matter how much I care some people just don't care back.

I've learned that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.

I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but whom you have in your life that counts.

I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.

I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.

I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.

I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.

I've learned that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.

I've learned that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.

I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.

I've learned that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.

I've learned that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And, just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.

I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.

I've learned that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt, and you will hurt in the process.

I've learned that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.

I've learned that heroes are people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.

I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't.

Hope you guys like it!
LittleMissSunshine
xoxo!!

No matter how far,
No matter how deep,
No metter how dark,
The world is,
I will can always feel you next to me,
I miss you.

All The Best!! XOXO

Hey guys! I just wanna wish EVERYONE who is taking SPM this year ALL THE BEST!!! Try not to panic (I'm panicking, Haha) and just do the best you can! Don't think bout the A+ thing is just making you more stressed out. Just relax and hopefully everything will be just fine. Okay? (; So all the best and GO GET'EM!!! xD

p/s: Wish me luck as well! (=

LittleMissSunshine
XOXO

SPM = Senang Punya Masalah
(quoted by annoynamus)
ALL THE BEST I YOUR SPM!!!!!

Sad & Grief

My grandma passed on peacefully on the 3rd of November 2009. I cannot explain the grief and pain I felt when I got the news. I just finished my lunch and was getting ready to head home when my dad told me grandma had passed away. I didn't know what to say or what to think or what to do. I just stood in one spot and I was stoned for a few seconds. I wanted to go to the hospital as soon as possible but my dad didn't let me. I don't know if this sounds mean but I kinda thank my dad for not letting me go because my cousin told me that my grandma came home in a bag!! I mean, if I were to see that really happened I would...I just don't know. It would be horrible. I almost shed tears when I heard it let alone see it.

The pain I felt when I saw my grandpa sob and tear and cried broke my heart and shattered it into pieces. I love both of my grandparents so so much and it really kills me to see him like that. Actual tears rolled down my grandpa's cheeks and the moans and groans he made while crying, it really broke my heart.

I miss her so much. So much that I don't even know how to describe it. Really. I still cannot believe she's not here anymore. I still remember all the times when I visit her, she would have a smile on her face all the time. I love the way she laughed and everytime I see her, I know everything would be okay and I can be happy around her.

I know you're in a better place,
And everytime I see your face,
I would still shed a tear,
Even though your not here,
I would still hear,
Your wonderful laughter;
I hope you're happy,
I know you are,
Just please take care of yourself,
And know that I will always love you,
I miss you.

Grandma this post is ESPECIALLY for you.

LittleMissSunshine, (Your granddaughter who misses you a lot)
XOXO

LittleMissSunshine Is Back!

It's been so long huh? I know. I'm not suppose to even touch the computer but I really need to update my blog. First of all I would like to wish everyone a very HAPPY DEEPAVALI!! Hope you guys are having a blast! I know I am. Make sure you guys exercise after all that delicious curry and sweet snacks, okay?

Alright. NEWS FLASH! The All American Rejects concert here in Malaysia is postponed to the 31st of October. I'm sure most of you guys know that. Bad news, well at least for me, I can't go to the concert! I have the ticket but i can't go. What a waste, I know! Geez. I'm trying to chillax with the fact that I CAN'T GO to the CONCERT! Gah!

The second thing is...I hate to be the one bursting your bubble but SPM is very very near! I hope you guys are studying!! I really have to study too. Its less than a month away! Why go the government like to torture us like that? I juts want to get it over with as soon as possible! Then get my driving licence, go to college and be successful! Ahahahaha!

Okay update of my life, nothing much. I don't even know what's going on with the world anymore. Ha! For now it's all just books books books and more books!! Ugh! I keep convincing myself that it'll all be over soon. *sigh* I know UPSR and PMR is totally over! Lucky them but! They still have so much more to go through in high school. LOL!

I heard from a friend that SAT's you know the American's test, something like SPM but anyways know what my friend said? SAT's means 'Suck Ass Test'. Ahahaha! So what is SPM?? Anyone knows? Please if you do please tell me. I could do this as a competition or something. LOL! xD

Anyways, I'm gonna go back to my miserable life now. See you soon!

LittleMissSunshine
xoxo!!

Get The Hell OUT!!

You know what I hate most? People coming to my blog and taking my pictures without my knowledge and saving them in their phones!! I HATE that!! What are you jealous or something?! C'mon! Go get something better to do!!!

And no not even my blog! My other profiles as well! Do you have some FREAKIN problem?! Don't be so childish and grow up will ya?!

• Do Not Disturb My Friends! They Don't Freaking Know You!!
• Do Not Take My Pictures Or Any Pictures In Here Or Any Other Pictures That Doesn't Belong To You!!!
• Get Something Better To Do!!
• DO NOT DISTURB ME OR ANY OF MY FRIENDS!!!

I've made half my point here. You know who you are, if not....................

Bday!! Who's?

Well guess what?! My bff's turned 17!! Two of'em cause their twins. Fraternal twins. Cool huh? LOL. Ok anyways, it WAS suppose to be a surprise until a certain someone popped the bubble. Gah! But it was overall still okay. I think. =) Oh! Forgot to tell you guys who it was. It's YLin and CK's bday party. xD We got Ck a leather wallet and an iPod shuffle (green) for YLin. xD We love them so much till we got them expensive gifts. Haha.

The most shocking part was, the party almost didn't or couldn't happen cause CK got in trouble in school. But! We managed to do it still! Haha! We're good I tell ya. =P

We took loads of pictures. Here are some of'em.

=D

Just Talking and Chattin. xD

Jerry The Mad. LOL! He looks like some loon. =P

And that's the "MIGHTY" Chee Han! Tryin to show of his stomach. -.- hehe

The one with the bag. Yeah the "SHY" photographer. (Juan Ginn) =P

What are they fighting for? I do not know. LOL! And Yes the awful Chee Han!
OMG!! Yes they are my BFF's

Again with his signature pose. Chee Han boi your ruining the picture!! ROFL!

Yes. This is CK. When he got his leather wallet. LOL! It's called the "what-the-heck-is-this" reaction. But!! He loves it. =P

This is YLin and HER reaction. Cute huh? LOL! I know!!

It's the Bday girl and I!! =D

Jo Yee and Ck. Yes. You can guess their a thing. =)


GROUP PICTURE!!! Want more? Sure! =P


Look at those CLOWNS!! Gawd! Can't stand them!! But I still love them.
=D

Finally! A decent group photo! =)

There you go. That's just the dinner. LOL! Later we went to a "mamak" to hang out. xD haha.

But we only took a few pictures. So I'm not gonna upload it here. LOL! SORRY!! But I hope you guys liked the pictures! I know I did. Hehe.

Well till next time peeps!

LittleMissSunshine saying I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!
xoxo!!