Apparently I'm not good enough for you. Not hard working enough. Not smart enough. Not amazing enough to let you brag to your so called friends. Yeah. Compare me to smart people. Compare me to beautiful people, compare me to people who works hard. Compare me to your friends children compare me to people who think are perfect to you. Yeah do that. Just compare.
I could do the same to you. But I do t want to. I'll just take the blame for everything. I'll just sit and listen to you nag about how I'm not good enough for you. When I'm the one who helps you around the house when the others are not. I'm the one who does things without complaining while the others does. I'm the one who thinks of you working so hard and takes over while the others? What do they do. You hear me but you never listen. You see me but you dont look. All my flaws you point out, but what about my good points? If you would just stop and look at me and pay attention, I'm suffering inside even though I look tough on the outside. You don't know me. You never asked me how I am You never asked if I had a problem. You DONT know my problems. You think I'm tough? People who look tough are the ones that are suffering the most. I guess you'll just never know. Ever since I was little, I deal with my own problems. I guess my limit is over. That little girl who deals with her problem all on her own until the age of 19 just can't take it anymore...
