After every argument we have, I'm always afraid that I will loose you. For some reason, I fear that you might not take it anymore and not want to be with me. I guess arguing with you is a good way to let me know that I want you in my life. That I'm afraid of loosing you. But I hate that after every argument, this thought will be in my head and I'll get scared. So scared.
You can't say 'let's not argue' because that's impossible. You can't say 'I'm not gonna leave you' because you can't foresee the future. You can't say 'I promise I'm not going anywhere' because some promises are meant to be broken. You can't say all those and expect me/us to believe that. You just have to somehow prove that you'll stay , prove that after every argument we have, the thought of loosing you won't come to me. Just prove it to me and not just say it. I need to know that when I wake up in the morning, there'll be a text saying 'good morning baby' and I need to know that when I go to bed I'll get a 'good night baby, sweet dreams, sleep tight and I love you'. Because I can't imagine my life without those words. I just can't.
I'll do the same baby. I will. I'll prove to you.
I Love You.
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